DEAR's space

After a year passed by, I decided to update the blog. Life is so so as always. I'm doing research now. It's not that fun. Things are quite boring. I watch lots of TV and hang out with Andrew. Last year I thought things would have been better after the qualifier. It is! But there are other many steps in life that I have to take. It seems never ends. So I might as well just be happy. So screw everything that bothers me (including research!..lol) I guess as long as I keep going to work, Gallagher will probably graduate me because he doesn't wanna pay me for too long..lol

Speaking of being in grad school for too long makes me think of the guy I work with. He already graduated but he's around. He's asshole. He makes everybody feels stupid. I guess that is why he will never get a job. You can't be asshole to people you work with. Anyway, I hope he gets a job soon and leaves.

Grad school is just fine. Second year is much nicer than first year. I like all my friends and we hang out quite often. But lately I have been having a dream about old days like in high school or freshmen year at cmu. I can't recall any of academic successful or failure moments. But all I remember is good times. It bright my heart and puts a smile on my face. All those years being teenager is the best time in my life. If you're my old friends, I still remember all of you and what we did together. I guess that's why I decide that academic life will come and go but good time stays. so screw grad school..lol

Oh man, all those years...I'm old..lol...now things are not as exciting as they were. But there is one great thing that happens. The thing that for the next 10, 20, 30.....on and on years I will think of it and it will light up my heart. The thing that I will tell my children and grand children about. It's love! whenever things screw up, I just think as least I can talk about it with Andrew today and he will make me feel better. So i guess I'm lucky!..lol..alright it's a good ending. that's life so far for the past year ( i skipped the suck part like studying for qualifying exam and such)...til next time...peace!